General   (General discussion, talk about anything.)

Yes Terry he knows there is help but, It always comes with rules and conditions, A big condition is, they'll want him to ' dry out' , Sadly alcohol is his ruler now, it helps him forget the nightmares, helps him through the days, kills the pains and eases the suffering, he'd rather be in the woods with a bottle of cider than in a home for ex soldiers on re hab for now, He's 52 years old now so I fear soon he won't have a choice, his age and lack of proper nutrients will catch up, and he's aware of that too,